I don't think I've have greater moments of self-reflection than when I talk with my cousin's daughters. It all boils down to this question: "How old are you now?" When one of them said ten, the first thing that popped into my mind was, "Oh, that's about the age when I started my porn addiction." Then I look at her childlike, innocent face and think to myself, "What the fuck was wrong with me?"

Also, the other was born two weeks before September 11th and is entering high school next year. Christ.